Monday, January 3, 2011

The Solar Eclipse says so.


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There is going to be a partial solar eclipse tomorrow. It cannot be seen here in North America.  But that is okay. I am talking about the eclipse in terms of ME.
Have you ever heard of Astrobarry? Chelsea showed it to me one day last year. It gives some really accurate (at least to me) horoscopes. Sometimes they are scary they are so right. Well, I read mine this morning (the  new ones come out on Monday)...

CAPRICORN (December 22-January 19): Though this is undeniably a new year—and you'll be damned sure of that by, say, mid-'11, once you've made at least one rebellious stand of independence from a privately contentious emotional standoff—I recommend starting it off with the familiar blend of (1) unerring moral self-authority and (2) very few, if any at all, outward utterances of such authority, which would bear the potential to sound self-righteous. I've periodically offered similar advice over the past couple months, and it begs repeating now, with both Mercury and Venus hidden behind the 12th-house veil of unintelligibly. Yet, Tuesday (Jan 4) morning's solar eclipse in your sign, where both Mars and Pluto also remain, bespeaks of another big astro-opportunity to dedicate your hard-working, far-reaching initiative to some world-bettering, self-confidence-inspiring endeavor that could take many many months to reach fruition. There is no better time than now to bite off such an ambitious chunk of life… if, of course, you agree to get off your own back with the expectation-humbling awareness that (1) it will take a long time and (2) you will make so-called 'mistakes' (which will ultimately enhance your ability to appreciate your own efforts, once you've 'fixed' them and gained further pride in yourself). Make your private deal with the Universe (or whoever runs it), and negotiate yourself some big stakes; then, for now, keep the deal under wraps.

The first part is something else but I wanted to point out the part that I put in bold letters. Now I do not know about the world bettering but the self confidence inspiring endeavor could be about me getting off my ass and really doing this. I guess you could say that many people in the world need to get off their asses and get some exercise..so I will look it like that. Before I read this I had already decided that I was going to walk this morning. I have some phone calls to make first and I have to drink some coffee to wake my ass up. But I am going to walk the hill.
I am better today. PMS is gone. I do not usually get it that badly. Seriously, if you know me at all, you know I am a chocolate eater when I get my period. I am not a bitch. Yesterday I was a big old ball of emotion. We went to the casino but I did not have fun at all. I mean I could have but that place just does not do it for me anymore.
I used to have a real problem with gambling a few years ago. I was sick physically and my mother was dying. I was an emotional wreck. So slot machines *helped* me in a sick sort of way. I went to GA for over a year and then I stopped. I hardly ever go anymore. And when I do, it is with Fred. I do not need that sick crutch anymore..Thank goodness!

It is 8am..so it is time for me to get moving. Have a good day all!

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