Monday, May 9, 2011

Out out! Damn Spot!


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As you know, I finally after many many years of avoidance..had a pedicure. A diabetic pedicure. I love it and my technician. He is very cool. Well, I went this past Friday to have it done again with a fresh new color. Love it! Pink Pink Pink! He noticed something that I had been looking at. It is a purple spot on the bottom of my left heel. It is small..maybe a bit bigger than a pea. I was watching it because about  3 weeks ago, I got some ink on my foot. Do not ask..LOL I thought it was a stain. It never went away. It has not gotten bigger though.
 So L, the tech, said that I should get it looked at. With having diabetes, My feet have to be taken care of. He said it looked like a plantar wart like he has had.  So I called this afternoon. They wanted to see me this afternoon at 3pm but I already had something I had to do..So I am going tomorrow morning at 9am sharp.  Let us hope it is no big deal. NO BIG DEAL!
 I do not want foot issues now.

Seriously to all of you..I am getting kind of scared and part of me wants to take drastic measures. There is this gastric bypass surgery that is done that actually makes diabetes go away. I am tired of feeling like crap and every time I turn around I got another thing wrong with me. I do not want foot problems. Foot problems lead to amputations, wheelchairs, be dependent, and nursing homes. NO NO NO! So I will just assume this is something that is an easy fix and go about my business but with a clearer picture of what my future could be.  FUCK! I do not want to have more foot problems.

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