Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Monday, March 19, 2012

Sniff Sniff Sniff! Goodbye Winter!


  It is a gorgeous almost Spring day out. Tomorrow is the actual first day of Spring. My allergies are kicking my butt a bit today but that is okay. Because I love it out. That is a bed in the front of my house next to the steps. It has many things that grow out of it during the growing season. Right now it is crocus. Then it will have big red tulips. I hope they all come up this year. I have had issues with squirrels biting the heads off of them and that can kill the bulb if it does not have it`s natural way of dying off.  After I drink my coffee, I am going to go out in that front area to clean and bag. I have to pick up bags of mulch this week also for the beds.

 After a really suck assed Saturday, I thought that the rest of the weekend was going to be just as bad. Fred knew. He took me out to lunch to this new Vietnamese place and we had some beef pho. Oh! We were in heaven. I have wanted to try this soup forever. It had beef and tendons and fat but it was sliced so thin that I ate it. I hate fat so this was a big deal! The bowl was HUGE. Like a bowl you would put a tossed salad in and serve other people from. We both had our own. The whole lunch cost less then $20. We will definitely be going back again.

 I took another nap. I guess all I do is sleep. I woke up and talked to some of my mini friends online. They made me feel so much better. I have been feeling like crap for days and they each knew exactly what to say to make it all better. I actually do not feel as shitty as I did. I am glad I have them.
 Then Fred took me out to dinner! I didn't have to cook at all yesterday. We went to this little El Salvadorian place in town and we each had a huge burrito. We were completely stuffed. We brought home some papusas and pizza for Chelsea and watched tv.  We always have good talks when we are out eating just the two of us. I realize that if I have him in my life, all is good.

He lets me know that I really am not such an asshole after all.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Am I a weirdo?

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 I met Fred on or around February 20, 1986. I fell in love with him very soon after that. Next year will be 26 years. I still love the man as much as I did back in the day. I smile when I see him. I get excited when I find out he has an unexpected day off. I think of things to make him happy. I give him my last $1 when he needs it and do not ask for it back. I drive three miles one way to bring him his dinner in the dead of night..Hot dinner!
  I see so many people that are unhappy in their relationships and it makes me sad. What happened to make you forget why you loved that person in the first place? Sometimes it is glaring obvious and you do not blame the loss of love. Other times it is not so. It is just that time has made things stagnant and boring. Same person every single solitary day.  I am sad when I hear or read that.
 I was fortunate to find my soul mate. Yes, I said it. He is my soul mate and you cant change my mind. Why else after all these years are we still so giddy over each other?
Granted, there was a time when life was hard and we were just not digging each other (young kids, both working, hectic life) but we still loved each other. Always and Forever like the song.
I wish everyone could feel the way we feel and have what we have. What a wonderful world that would be.
Everyone in utter love with their significant other. You both do things for each other with no alterior motives. Just pure bliss and love.

I know..Gag me! Right?

Today is the 31st anniversary of John Lennon`s assassination. I thought I would lighten the day with some love.