I don`t wanna! This is a mega rant so do not read if you are in a good mood!

Lu relaxes me

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I am really not in the mood today. I have to drive Chelsea to New Haven for a job interview. The job is working at a school called Common Ground. It is a temporary summer job for three months. She will have to quit her job at the library. She wants to live in New Haven for the three months. After the three months, she will have no job and come back home to us.
 Why?
It is just a job like the one she did at Fresh. It is only going to be a notch on her resume bedpost. She will lose so much by not staying at the library at least for a year. She is working with the kids and trying to make New London better. I am angry because she is 23 yrs old, spouts off that she is an adult, but is making childish decisions. She has these friends that give her all these lofty ideas of places she can go..but they seem to forget that WE are supporting her and they have disposable income. They need to think about how this will effect the rest of the family. Are they going to take her in to live with them after September? Of course not! That will fall on us. Another fucking year os support. We are struggling to pay bills and I am so glad winter is almost over. Now this girl is going for a job interview that is she get it, I will have a hell of a summer. She will expect me to drive her up and back for this and that. I already told Fred and I will tell her later, that this ride today is the only ride to New Haven she is getting from me in terms of this job. I think it is wrong.

Okay, I have spouted off. I will tell her all of this tomorrow after the high of the interview wears off.
 The birds were singing their asses off this morning. Made me feel good. I am hoping to have a good weekend where I can get some outside stuff done
I love Spring.