Life is a trip

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  I am here. Just many things have been going on. Right now today I am dealing with having a brain MRI tonight. We are checking to see if I have a cerebral spinal fluid leak. Yup. We are back at that again. Three years ago I was at this same point. But it turned out to be my mastoid. This time it might actually be a leak from my sinus. I am taking a pill called Topomax for my head and neck pain. This is day four. It makes me feel loopy. That and feeling like garbage cause of my head and you can bet my ass spends alot of time in bed.
 I did try to be normal today. I raked some poopy leaves from under the bushes while the dogs were out. I am washing some clothes. I put all the scarves away for the season. I cleaned the livingroom, including dusting and vacuuming. We had the windows open too. Feels good.
It will be snowing later but I digress.
  This has what has been going on. I am a downer cause my life is suckage right now. I know that will change. Everything does. You will see my weight steadily drop as I post. That is if I continue to take this pill. My appetite is nil. Today I had a cup of coffee and a forced banana. It is 1pm. Everything tastes gross so there is no point. It is a plus for a diabetic.
eh. whatever.
I have been called out as a downer because I am not POSITIVE lately!  Maybe that is why I dont post. What is the point. I should just take a picture. Post it. Voila. There can only be positive from that.
Happy Easter to all of you that celebrate!

Sweater Weather

Tiny waisted biotch

  We shoveled the ice slush Satan`s brew this morning. We did so in shirts, jeans and house sweaters. There was no need for coats, gloves, or hats. It was glorious. Except for the slippery shit out there that we hate.  More of the same tonight.

   I am thinking about all this crappy weather and what I want to do for the yard for the warmer weather. I have a bunch of old plastic chairs that I will spray paint. I will pick up some cheapo side tables and we all want a fire pit. Sit under the tree in the side yard or top yard (havent decided yet), burn marshmallows, drink some Yuengling, and enjoy the warmth of my familia. That sounds like a great way to forget about this sucky sucky winter.



The neuro wont give me anything for the pain. He has to see the MRI first. As told to me by the woman on the phone, he wanted to know why my appointment was so late. I told about the tattoo. He wanted me to try very hard (her words) to get a earlier MRI. Yeah..that doesnt make me feel smiley at all. So I will just take the damn Aleves and just deal. I am stuck cause of fish tattoo. Stupid Heidi. Stupid Tattoo. 

  OMG! Is that the sun!?!?! *blink blink*

 There isnt much else to say. I hate the broken keyboard. Home made pizzas on the pizza stone for dinner. I have all my tax papers together waiting to be fondled. I got our bill for back car taxes that have to be paid before Jeepo is registered. Oh yeah. That is gonna hurt! And I wish I still smoked...just right now. A newport 100 would be oh so..awful. Just awful.


Happy Happy!